My heart hurts.

There’s so much in life we can’t control. There’s so much evil in the world. Sometimes it feels like I’m living in my own personal hell. Maybe I deserve to be surrounded by evil people because of my past karma. Maybe I’m not a good person and I’m just trying to hide behind a mask of spiritual awakening. Or maybe perhaps our perception of the world as good or bad has to do with our mindset at the present moment. Maybe we have a choice in each moment to live in Heaven or Hell, every day, here on Earth.